The M Word...

Well, let's face it... it comes after the L word (Now I thought that was funny even if the rest of you didn't), and it's a million zillion times better than the C word that I was progressively called by one of the kids at work repeatedly yesterday, to the point of me getting nearly enough upset to cry.
I didn't cry. I wanted to though. I've had enough this week. My head isn't really there! I'm just sooooooo tired! I have half term fever in a bad way! I just can't get enough sleep, and it really didn't help me having a cold at the begining of the week!
I was better today. And the little fucker from yesterday was enough of a shit today to get himself sent home before dinner, so he missed the best one of the week. I was just a little bitter he didn't get himself sent home yesterday... made up for it today though!
Little bastard! His mum must be so proud!
Sorry folks... rant over!

Back to the post in hand:

The M Word! Yep, that really has been on my mind the past few days. And I can't stop thinking about it! I know we should take it steady, and not run before we can walk. And after how emotional everything has been lately, that it's not the right time. But I guess after the weekend, and how amazing that was, and just how much more we reconnect now, just made me realise just how much I want to spend the rest of my life with this woman.
Not that I've ever thought any different, but I guess I was afraid to think about the M word too much, as I wasn't sure it was what FT wanted deep down.
Something unlocked this weekend, and ever since, it's like I can see our future right there before me again!
And the M word plays a BIG part of that!
So that's where my head has been... way up in the clouds! With the BIGGEST mother-fucking smile I've had in ages!

God I'm the luckiest woman on the planet!

I'm so in love with you baby!